Children of first generation immigrants?

I was deported a year ago from the USA my birth place is Mex. I thank god for giving me the opportunity to have had my life, education and friends in the USA I know apprciate what i had and lost. I love Mexico but feel the descrimination and live in a sociaty that i do not understand they make things so hard so much drama I see Obama and feel the excitment of change and i cant be a part of it its so sad